Step By Step

L.I.F.E

2010-10-05T22:34:00.003+08:00

Life is getting harder and harder day by day. Hidden sadness..Life has shown its true colour of life, the reality of life, the suprises of life and anything related life.

How strong should i be to face the life?

I shall seek the strength and turn to YOU..

Regards,
Sarah

alhamdulillah

2010-09-04T13:54:00.004+08:00

Salam,

Alhamdulillah last week marked my birthday...my 26th birthday...nothing fancy. I have 2 mini celebrations with 2 group of frens, 1 group with my friends back in my highschool days, which was a quick-not having complete member- but yet a great one in bangi...we had a long chat + gossips session right after i had my iftar with family...loads of thing been discussed from one person's story to another, till wedding bells chatting session..Last time we meet up was on one my member's solemnization ceremony which was on december last year. Even though most of them (there are 6 of them ) are all in bangi, we didnt have much time to meet each other due to time constrain + having commitments...

Another birthday celebration was a day after my birthday which was celebrated at kenny with my labmates..Speechless coz they know how much I love brooch with animal design, and what i got as a present was a sparkling and shining swan brooch..they know how to put me into big smile... How wonderful it was, well maybe i was telling them that I lost my swan brooch which i purchased at flea market in cyberjaya, but end up i got the replacement. Thanks to both of u guys..

I am in the time of finishing my master, still in labwork cum writing process.. I am aiming by next year i will finished this course and start hunting for the real job...InsyaAllah..

Guess, this is a short update, since i have been abandoning it for such a long period. Lots of thing that came in between but I think I am more towards a bit of secretive person lately. Some can be shared and some need to keep private..

I am praying so hard for this coming October to some of miracles happened. InsyaAllah

Since Ramadhan is ending, I would like to wish Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin...May Allah blessed us all

Regards,
Sarah

history

2010-07-22T22:20:00.004+08:00

of all the days, today has set the history in my life when i broke into tears in front of my labmates..dear Allah, if i am the chosen one, give me all the strength so that i can overcome those hurdles=(

regards,
sarah

happy

2010-05-28T23:29:00.002+08:00

just wanna say that today i am beyond happy=D

i can never be happier than this..loads of thing happened from early dawn up till now...

ya Allah, may YOU bless me with this feeling forever....

p/s: i can see there is someone from malacca reading this 'small' blog..and i just wanna say hello to that reader=)

Down

2010-04-19T09:28:00.009+08:00

Dalam banyak2 hari, hari ni rasa macam sgt malas, panas, berlengas and everything yg related to..does this always happened when women having their period? can someone tell me how to overcome this problem?..

Anyway, after a long silence, this just a piece of story that i would love to share with u guys out there as a start after my 'long holiday'...

A story worth sharing

4 years ago, an accident took my beloved away and very often I wonder, how does my wife, who is now in the heavenly realm, feel right now? She must be feeling extremely sad for leaving a husband who is incapable to taking care of the house and the kid. 'cos that is the exact feeling that I have, as I feel that I have failed to provide for the physical and emotional needs of
my child, and failed to be the dad and mum for my child.

There was one particular day, when I had an emergency at work. Hence, I had to leave home whilst my child was still sleeping. So thinking that there was still rice leftovers, I hastily cooked an egg and left after informing my sleepy child.

With the double roles, I am often exhausted at work as well as when I am home. So after a long day, I came home, totally drained of all energy. So with just a brief hug and kiss for my child, I went straight into the room, skipping dinner. However, when I jumped into my bed with

intention of just having a well-deserved sleep, all I heard and felt was broken porcelain and warm liquid! I flipped open my blanket, and there lies the source of the problem'... a broken bowl with instant noodles and a mess on the bedsheet and blanket!

Boy, was I mad! I was so furious that I took a clothes hanger, charged straight at my child who was happily playing with his toy, and give him a good spanking! He merely cried but not asking for mercy, except a short explanation:

"Dad, I was hungry and there wasn't anymore leftover rice. But you were not back yet, hence I wanted to cook some instant noodles. But I remembered you reminding me not to touch or use the gas stove without any adults around, hence I turned on the shower and used the hot water from the bathroom to cook the noodles. One is for you and the other is for me. However, I was afraid that the noodles will turn cold, so I hid it under the blanket to keep it warm till you return. But I forgot to remind you 'cos I was playing with my toys...I am sorry Dad..."

At that moment, tears were starting to run down my cheeks... but I didn't want my son to see his dad crying so I dashed into the bathroom and cried with the shower head on to mask my cries. After that episode, I went towards my son to give him a tight hug and applied medication on him, while coaxing him to sleep. Then, it was time to clear up the mess on the bed. When everything was done and well past midnight, I passed my son's room, and saw that he was still crying, not from the pain on his little buttock, but from looking at the photograph of his beloved mummy.

A year has passed since the episode, I have tried, in this period, to focus on giving him both the love of his dad and mum, and to attend to most of his needs. And soon, he is turning seven, and will be graduating from kindergarten. Fortunately, the incident did not leave a lasting impression
on his childhood memories and he is still happily growing up.

However, not so long ago, I hit my boy again, with much regret. This time, his kindergarten teacher called, informing me of my son's absence from school. I took off early from work and went home, expecting him to explain. But he wasn't to be found, so I went around our house, calling out his name and eventually found him outside a stationery shop, happily playing

computer games. I was fuming, brought him home and whack the hell out of him. He did not retaliate, except to say, 'I am sorry, Dad'. But after much probing, I realized that it was a 'Talent Show' organized by his school and the invite is for every student's mummy. And that was the reason for his absence as he has no mummy..... Few days after the caning, my son came home to tell me, the kindergarten has recently taught him how to read and write. Since then, he has kept to himself and stayed in his room to practise his writing, which I am sure, would make my wife proud, if she was still around 'cos he makes me proud too! Time passes by very quickly, and soon another year has passed. It's winter, and it's Christmas time. Everywhere the christmas spirit is in every passer-by... Christmas carols and frantic shoppers.... but alas, my son got into another trouble. When I was about to knock off from the day's work, the post office called. Due to the peak season, the postmaster was also on an edgy mood. He called to tell me that my son has attempted to post several letters with no addressee. Although I did make a promise never to hit my son again, I couldn't help but to hit him as I feel that this child of mine is really beyond control. Once again, as before, he apologized, ' I'm sorry, Dad' and no additional reason to explain. I pushed him towards a corner, went to the post office to collect the letters with no addressee and came home, and angrily questioned my son on his prank, during this time of the year. His answer, amidst his sobbing, was: The letters were for Mummy. My eyes grew teary, but I tried to control my emotions and continued to ask him: " But why did you post so many letters, at one time?" My son's reply was: " I have been writing to mummy for a long time, but each time I reach out for the post box, it was too high for me, hence I was not able to post the letters. But recently, when I went back to the post box, I could reach it and I sent it all at once..." After hearing this, I was lost. Lost at not knowing what to do, what to say..... I told my son, " Son, mummy is in the heavenly kingdom, so in future, if you have anything to tell her, just burn the letter and it will reach mummy. My son, on hearing this, was much pacified and calm, and soon after, he was sleeping soundly. On promising that I will burn the letters on his behalf, I brought the letters outside, but couldn't help opening the letter before they turn to ash. And one of the letters broke my heart.... Dear Mummy, I miss you so much! Today, there was a 'Talent Show' in school, and the school invited all mothers for the show. But you are not around, so I did not want to participate as well. I did not tell Dad about it as I was afraid that Dad would start to cry and miss you all over again. Dad went around looking for me, but in order to hide my sadness, I sat in front of the computer and started playing games at one of the shops. Dad was furious, and he couldn't help it but scolded and hit me, but I did not tell him the real reason. Mummy, everyday I see Dad missing you and whenever he think of you, he is so sad and often hide and cry in his room. I think we both miss you very very much. Too much for our own good, I think. But Mummy, I am starting to forget your face. Can you please appear in my dreams so that I can see your face and remember you? I heard that if you fall asleep with the photograph of the person whom you miss, you will see the person in your dreams. But mummy, why haven't you appear? After reading the letter, I can't stop sobbing. 'cos I can never replace the irreplaceable gap left behind by my wife....

p/s: saya pernah mengalami seperti budak ni rasa as in the bolded sentence

coz they are the most beautiful creature on earth

2010-02-07T11:07:00.003+08:00

salam,

good morning and hello to sunny and beautiful sunday morning...yesterday and today i fulfill my time with labwork..there's so much i need to do since i have less than a year to finish the master..oh God how tiring and headspinning it can be when it comes to research..some might say it is challenging, some say ' oh i start to feel boring with this and i really need a job with high pay now!' yadayadayada...

just now, while i am waiting for the oven temperature to rise, i start to browse my fren's newborn baby...she has just delivered the baby on 3rd feb i guess and start to upload the pic just yesterday..when i click next page of her facebook page, i really amazed ..i dont know how it starts. i dont know how to put this in words.i have seen many picture of babies, but this one i can tell there is something different flowing into my vein(ok now i am exaggerating)..for the first time in my life i feel so awed with baby...u know when the minute baby just come out from the mother's womb and all the blood being washed and cleaned, whats left is just the soft and fragile skin...Ya Allah how can i not resist this small creature...cuteness.with bubbly and chubby cheeks, small lil fingers, yummy thigh....Subhanallah...

the baby is a boy but diagnosed with jaundice and being put under doctor supervision..looking at how he slept under the UV light...with folded hand and legs, all i can say i that they are just so yummy, extra cute and irresistable...i, myself frankly speaking i dont know how to and i dont even want to carry them if my fren ask me to hold them.not that i have zero knowledge about babies it just that i am afraid i could break one of their bones...takut sgt=p

looks like am not ready to go into marriage life, no? most of my frens have their own babies, nieces and nephews, whenever they talked about the babies, i was just 'oh yeke like this and that' but deep down inside my heart i would love to own one... i would love to bathe them, be with them 24 hours,to stuck their mouth with milk bottle while holding them close to my chest, put clothes on them...all i want is to be with them..i dont know why suddenly i feel this way..what does this mean to me? i was just clueless..

oh, and not to mention i feel so tranquil whenever i see them sleep and the smell, the best smell ever...can beat any perfumes on earth(omg, still exaggerating)..hehe..

babies are the best gift from Allah.be it healthy born or born with multiple diseases..they need to be taken care of and educate them til they be a good person in the future, insyaAllah(cewahh macam buat karangan bm plak)

and becoz of that, babies are the most beautiful creature on earth..

till then guys,

have a beautiful weekend

Bila mamai melanda....

2010-02-01T07:52:00.004+08:00

salam...

mggu lpas aku balik bangi after 3 weeks duk shah alam...bila dah duduk bangi, mmg dingin je rasa so as a result on saturday noon, aku pun terlena selepas boring berFB...tapi kejadian yg tak disangka2 plak terjadi bila aku dikejutkan oleh pnggilan dari orang yang tak dikenali......

...default ringtone (takde ringtone best2 sbb phone dah nyawa2 ikan)

Stranger : let me just put the initial S for stranger

phone ringing.....

i am half awake.do count the same words i used for this conversation

me : hello?

S : hello...ana....

me : WHO r u?

S : i want to speak to ana

me : WHO? no ana here ..WHO r u?

S : ana....(ok mamat ni pun dah start ulang2 benda sama, lagila aku pening+hangin and time ni aku rasa he is an indian

me : where do u come from? WHO do you want to speak to? (aku dah dgr dia sebut ana tp lantakla nak tanya gak)

S : hello...

me : what's your name, WHO do you want to talk to? (ok time ni aku rasa dah weng sgt sebab rasanya banyak kali aku ulang benda sama)

S : abdul rahman...i want to speak to ana

ting tong2 dah kepala dok ana..ana tak habis2

me: no one name ana here la....(dah geram tahap cipan dah ni)

S : (silent mode)

me : WHO r u?( ok sekali lagi aku ulang benda sama)...there is no ana here...

later i hung up the phone...duduk berteleku atas tilam sambil betul2 kan otak...

and as an observer, my sister asked me...' ko kenapa? siapa yg call kau tu?'

me : ntahla tktau, sibuk nak cakap dgn ana, aku kata takde tu takde la, lagi mau tanya...

sis : ape la ko ni, cakap je la' SORRY WRONG NUMBER'..kan senang nak cakap

me : hehehheh(sengih sambil pegang kepala.aku dah nampak dah aku yang weng2 sebenarnya, bukan mamat stranger tu...)

sis : apela ko ni...

me : tula aku tak bolehla kalau org kacau aku time mamai..dahla tak sempat nak ALIGN otak, dah ada org tanya pasal ntah sape2 ntah...sebenarnya aku langsung terlupa nak cakap "SORRY WRONG NUMBER SEBENARNYA" meleret2 plak aku jawab mamat tu...hehehe( sambil buat muka seposen tak ingat punye)

sis : bengong la kooooo

and the conversation ended there..what even worse was when i went to warta shopping mall dgn abg n adik selepas kejadian tu, ada lagi perkara yg hampeh berlaku...sblm tu abg aku ada cakap dia nak pnjam duit...so aku dgn sekali lagi confidentnya cakap..."ada, dont worry org ada ada duit'

bila sampai je warta, aku dok seluk sana seluk sini, aisehhh tertinggal plak wallet kat bilik...apa yg aku bawak hanya handbag kosong tp berat dgn segala mak nenek kunci...

aku pun dgn muka kerang busuknya cakap...

me : hehehe(sengih dulu buat muka kesian=p) b.pis.....sebenarnya sa terlupa bawak walletla..hehehe

abg : (muka ketat je)

alih2 abg aku pegi atm pegi cucuk duit...pelikla, td kata takde duit tp bila cucuk duit bnyak plak...

waktu tu aku tgh line up tunggu belakang abg aku, aku perasan ada something wrong with my shirt...

me : eh apsal baju ni, biar betul(sambil belek2 kat lengan baju)

sis : hahahaha, bengongla ko ni kak sarah, terbalik la baju yang ko pakai ni..

me : a'ah la...weh, jom pegi toilet nak terbalikkan baju ni...ni sume pasal mamat yg tepon tadi la ni....buat malu aku je...blablabla...merapu2 aku cakap (tak pasal2 mamat stranger tu aku salahkan...sebenarnya aku belum ALIGN OTAK lagi daripada mamai td)

sis : dahla tu, jom pegi toilet...

so dgn kembang kempis hidung menahan gelak, aku pun pegila toilet terbalikkan baju yg ngokngek ni...cisss spoil hariku hari ni...

so kesimpulannya sekiranya anda mamai, jgn terus jawab call sebab akan berlaku benda2 lawak akibat dari kemamaian anda

till then,

have a nice day and selamat becuti kepada org2 wilayah

this is how life shud be

2010-01-13T11:40:00.002+08:00

Bila dah dapat agak apa yang dia nak cakap dan siap buat muka...so let it be je la...ntahla yg penting master cepat habis, cepat2 cari kerja area bangi-kjg-serdang...and i dont wanna wait for something that is uncertain..it is not worthwhile...

IID competition was ok...kalau menang medal, alhamdulillah..if not, experience yg ada boleh guna for next year....

till the,

the moi

shah alam-bangi

2009-12-30T09:51:00.002+08:00

i am thinking of going back and forth from bangi to shah alam, no longer staying in rent house...it sounds tiring but it worth....biar penat badan sikit asal tak penat otak....well, let me see whether i can work it out or not, still planning though...

am packing up bit by bit of my stuff-_-...

and about my maxis number, been using it almost 7 years. i am planning to let the number idle starting next year till the service is terminated.. so any of my labmates out there, do reach me via my celcom number k?

till then,

happy advance new year everyone

Opening of 2010

2009-12-27T11:32:00.004+08:00

i was just lazing around thinking of what to do tomorrow when suddenly something pops up into my mind....it is none other than 1 of my resolution this year is.................

~to be meaner than last year...reason being : i am tired of ppl stepping on my head, really made my 2009 in a total mess...other resolutions? no more addition except for praying to Allah so that my family blessed with happy life and stable in every aspect, be it from financial, physical and mental...oh btw, i have received the wwf car sticker and it comes with green in colour with panda -printed on it~love it to the max....

before ending this posts, i put some of random pics taken during outing with labmates at bukit cerakah last 2 weeks

till then,

happy holiday everyone~_^v

Faktor usia

2009-12-23T15:28:00.005+08:00

salam,

today has been a very great day for me, nak senyum memanjang...tatau knp but mungkin banyak benda yg went smoothly...

anyway talking about usia, this was a conversation btwn me and a friend happened today and yesterday....

scenario 1

SCENE : MCD

TIME : LUNCH TIME

me : E.M nak makan ape? biar sy gi beli dgn miss M , E.M cop tpt dulu

E.M : Belikan sy mcd satu

me : ?????

pause skjp, aku pun tgh fikir there is something wrong with what he wants to order

me : kita mmgla ada kat mcd, tp burger mcd ape yg E.M nak sbnrnya

E.M : ooopsss salah, saya nak big mac satu

and after took money from E.M, i was laughing like hell to miss M..hahaha...faktor usia la E.M tu...cakap merapu2

scenario 2

SCENE : lab 409

TIME : PTG2 SIKIT YG AGAK MENDUNG

E.M : eh, hang tau tadi ada org cakap, dalam telur yang kat cafe ada tikus tau (dgn muka confidentnya)

me : (dalam otak dok fikir, biar betul ada tikus...dalam telur plak tu)

E. M : (dgn muka gelinya) ee geli saya ada tikus, kotor betul

me : E.M sure ke ada tikus?

E.M : eh salah cakap plak ada lipas..hehehhe(giggling sambil menahan malu-tu yang aku nampakla)

me : biarrr betull, besooo giler tikus tuuu atas telooo plak tuu (sambil ketawa like hell to E.M)-aku mmg suka nak perli2 E.M camtu^_^v

dua-dua ketawa...

me : ni mesti faktor usia ni E.M oiiii, ingat tikus tu boleh jadi inti ke atas telurrr tu hahahhahaaha

maybe benda-benda camni la yg boleh menghiburkan hati aku kat tpt keje..ekekekke

cuba bayangkan ada some other words yang E.M cakap main belasah je dia nak sebut...e.g : chocolate indulgence ---> jadi kek indiana jones dan beyonce ---> jadi fionce....muhahhaha...aku kalau ketawa mmg like hell..terus terang dan suka2 nak ketawa kuat2....

k, la itu shj setakat ni yg aku nak kongsi... byee

^_^v

p/s : amacam turki babe? upload pic yg ada muka u banyak2 tau

sicko driver

2009-12-22T19:15:00.002+08:00

use ur brain when u park ur car and dont be such a sicko and stupid moronnnnn...seksyen * di s.alam ni mcm ^%*^%^%^%!!!!!! nak je aku langgar kereta kotak kau

Kasih sayangNYA

2009-12-17T20:37:00.004+08:00

Salam,

It has been awhile since last entry updated..well just a short update...just got back from meeting someone.i bought 3 novels, for rm 10...what a cheapo one...anyway it just an old novels...tajuk2 lama such as-ombak rindu, hatimu untuk siapa and misteri julia...thinking of the price, it makes me wanna sort all the novels to one part of my mini library in bangi house...arwah ayah's books has conquered all the shelves-full of politic, religion, caricature mag from dato' lat's, his business books and so many more...all i need to do is to add to the list of the current books and sort according to it's genre and type..

in just a month, this december month, i already bought 15 books+novels from the internet that cost me less than rm 100...that was an ass cheap ok..reason being, i bought 2nd hand books that has been taken care well by the owner, with no torn and folded pages, no scratches and the most satisfied is that the paper of the book has not yet turn to yellowish+spots like other old books.

speaking of meeting someone, after meeting her, it was raining heavily.so when i was taking slight turn on the right lane, a big splash of water hit depan cermin kereta. a big splash of water coming from a toyota harrier that caused me almost near to accident whereby, i cant even see what's in front while my car is still moving at 4omph.luckily saya sempat elak..phewwww, my mouth keep saying ' Terima kasih Allah kerana masih sayang diriku dan bersyukur umurku masih panjang...that was the 3rd time, saya rasa nyawa saya masih panjang. The first one was when i was cycling to my primary school...At that time i was 7 years old. The second one was when i was in the car with arwah ayah. the same scenario happened to me with the 3rd scenario whereby our car need to take slight turn at the curve of the road when we cant even see a thing at front because it was raining heavily...saya hanya mampu mengucap panjang kerana bila tersedar, kereta dah masuk the opposite lane and almost fall into the drain....it was all because - LALU DI SELEKOH JALAN KETIKA HUJAN LEBAT...

back to the story, i guess its time for me to prepare mentally and physically to clean up the store, remove all unnecessary things, and put a sign on the door ' MINI LIBRARY'...right at this moment the store is in total mess which means i can't even walk in between the boxes and all...susah nak gerak sampaikan bila tiap kali petir, the electric turn off, and nak turn on balik elektrik kat switch box, kdg2 sampai terlanggar macam2.sampai lebam2 peha terlanggar besi la, kotak la, almari la..hmmm

jumaat, sabtu dan ahad perlu ke lab to finish the work..if only i cud take a 1 week leave, to just balik bangi and rehat sepuas2nya...what a heaven one rite?

anyway, selamat tahun baru buat semua kaum muslimin dan muslimat..moga2 dgn dtgnya tahun baru ni, hidup akan penuh dgn perkara2 yg positif dan dapat menempuhi kehidupan yang akan dtg dengan penuh kesabaran.

have a great weekend and congrats to Malaysia's football team for contributing a gold medal for winning 1-0 to vietnam

till then,

toodles^_^v

yikess!!

2009-12-03T09:27:00.007+08:00

salam and good morning,

yesterday when i was reading harian metro paper, i came across news on a police patrol car crashed with other car in the middle of city. Surprisingly, the police patrol that drove by a police officer was a lamborghini... OMG!!! a LAMBORGHINI drove by a POLICE OFFICER crashed?? (WHAT THE WHATTTTT??) . so as i was googling the picture, i look twice and i can see that the major accident will cost a lot of money to do the maintenance.. u see, it was a present from the company.....bestnye dapat present 2 buah kereta lamborghini gallardo untuk pihak polis yang bertujuan untuk memerangi tabiat memandu laju di kalangan pemandu...how can it be? how to memerangi tabiat memandu laju like that eh? guna lambo summore...makin pelik bunyinye...anyway here is the picture of crashed lambo :

dasat bukan? tapi takpe, enjinnya di belakang i guess

kalau nak di bandingkan dengan di malaysia pula, kita guna mitsu lancer evo 10 untuk tujuan yang sama

ni kalau tak terkejar penjenayah taktau la mcm mana yek

kalau mcm ni, nak je aku apply keje jd police officer kat itali...sape tanak drive a lambo kan?? tapi sayang, from online paper, it says that lepas kereta tu remuk, mungkin akan dilupuskan, sama la dgn nasib kereta ferrari and porsche yg italian police officer guna(kereta2 ni dirampas dari kumpulan mafia)...aloooo brader, kereta mahal2 macam pakai buang je rasa...pakai sekali dah nak lupus, just because of high maintenance...cuba bayangkan kalau org2 kaya di malaysia guna lambo, bila sekali dah kemalangan tak payah dah nak repair2 bagai, terus order kereta yang baru...ohhh indahnya hidup, beli supercar macam tukar baju je wehh...

i saw ferraris on the road years ago di hartamas dan kajang satu...ni mesti sorg yang duk kat desa s.h and country height sorg...so far belum nampak lagi kewujudan super duper expensive car di shah alam^_^..hehe

ada sesape tak yang pakai bugetti veyron di malaysia, especially di kl? kalau ada, salute habisla, sure banyak habis duit minyak je nak menunggu traffic jam hari2.

on different note, i feel so happy today..dunno y la plak...

till then,

have a nice day readers,

^_^v

grrrrrr

2009-11-30T10:33:00.002+08:00

bila hati ni sakit and about to curse, cepat sejukkan hati dgn mendengar evergreen songs like bee gees, barbara streisand, atasinchi and sinchan theme song pun aku bantai dengar..

masih in geram mode

grrrrr

pissed off!!!

2009-11-30T09:15:00.006+08:00

today is monday and monday supposed to be a very fine day but it turns out to be a totally s***...to those gov servant, pretty please get ur job done,jgn sambil lewa, dont give too much of excuses 'saya terima lambat' or 'anak saya sakit' or 'saya ingat ni *****a*..hari ni nov 30th dah cukup bulan and yet u havent settle my paycheck..alasan sama-tak dapat sign lagila...if it is not because u r older than me, i dah curse banyak2 dalam hati....not once but so many times bagi alasaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnn tak habis2...then no use of having a management to manage money from mosti or grant or whatsoeverrr...no use at all coz it happened so many times...from the management till the zon kewangan...last week asked me to come over to your office to get the appointment letter, and today boleh plak cakap "oh saya dah post"-is it so hard for u to understand the sentence 'i nak ambil sendiri???" means i datang and ambil sendiri and tak payahla bersusah payah nak post...bila org cakap ada salah dalam appointment letter, tak ngaku ada salah...geez....such a ^&%$%^$&^%!!! officer

my god, kalau mcm ni la sikap certain gov servant, then i think tak payah nak meminta2 bonus setiap tahun...prestasi kerja tak meningkat, terima banyak complaint dari student and staf fac....jgn bising2 pasal bonus...get ur job done properly then baru la layak nak demand lebih.....dahla tptnya jauh, balik dgn hati membara, this is what i get after beriya suruh org hantar claim cepat2, alih2 tak buat pun...and to those org2 yang ada pangkat besar kat management tu, boleh tak just sign whatever surat, tak payah nak buat org tertunggu2 camni...cepatnya hati ni mendidih bila benda2 kecik ni boleh mencacatkan pagi isnin yang supposed to be a perfect flow...

i ask to whom it may concern, for the last time and if its ever happen again am sure gonna fill up the questionnaire and put all the comments with my name on it...jgn cakap tak serupa bikin...or senang cerita, to that *management* pretty f***ing please ask ur staff to do job properly, jgn sampai dilabel *mcm ni ke gov servant*- not efficient at all!!!!!!!!!!!

aku hangin hari ni,

dengan hati yang membara,

grrrrr

my heart is melting<3

2009-11-22T09:10:00.004+08:00

salam

good morning everyone..today kick start the day with positive thinking. had an early breakfast alone at 7.30 at the mapley..eating vadai is a must. then jalan2 tenang fikiran kat area gigantic-super rich ppl- punya-bungalow..living in such area mmg tenang je jiwa...big house with wide extra land..kalau tak minimum 3 tgkat bungalow mmg tak sah..after cuci mata, then back to the 'nest'...keep sighing on what to do before off to puan el's house, i decided to stare at him again..u r so cute and handsome darling ..here are some of his handsome pics

tak tumbuh gigi sampai bila2 pun takpe

skema habis, tapi peha tu ttp berketul2

my heart is melting looking at u <3

k la,wanna get ready to el's wedding

till then, have a happy sunday

^_^v

Sabar itu separuh daripada iman

2009-11-21T22:02:00.005+08:00

salam,

a lot of things happened dalam tempoh 3 minggu sepanjang berada di s.alam...banyak perkara yg menguji tahap keimanan dan kesabaran yang tinggi...everyday i am hoping, saat dari mula bangun tidur sehinggalah balik dari tpt keje akan bermula dan berakhir dgn baik dan positif..tapi kadang2 things arent happening as i wish..driving is one of the thing..bila fikir2 balik, lebih baik kalau tak drive.but when think twice, driving makes my life easier...bila kita cuba menjadi seorg yg cermat memandu, pemandu lain plak buat hal...dalam minggu ni saja, hampir2 nak bertembung dgn 2 cars in 2 different days at 2 different scenes...sometimes i wonder, patut ke a "p" driving licence holder dipersalahkan untuk semua kesalahan jalan raya..

kdg2 bila berlaku benda2 camni, saya selalu teringat when once my brother said bila pernah berlaku satu insiden tak puas hati pasal drive kereta secara melulu, he said that ' jgn tunjukkan kebodohan dia depan anak bini dia'....which means to say that, walaupun org lain yang buat salah dan kebetulan plak waktu tu dia bawak the whole family in the car, tak perlu nak marah2 and kalau dia cakap kasar atau yang boleh menyakitkan jiwa sekalipun, just sabar and leave..pada waktu tu,bila sampai rumah ada jugak tanya my brother, knp dia boleh bersabar and just leave like that padahal dah nampak depan mata nampak jelas org tu yg inconsiderate and dia boleh gunakn alasan "kitakan sama2 melayu" (WTF!!!!! MELAYU tu MELAYU jugak, tapi kalau nak guna jalan tu macam jalan sendiri, saya rasa lebih baik cakap je terus kat muka dia kaw2 supaya dia sedar)...my 2nd brother explained to me yang banyak perangai manusia boleh nampak bila on the road, and bila saya drive akan bertemu dgn such ppl yang mmg ternyata banyaaakkk ragamnya.

well enough with cerita pasal inconsiderate driver yang tak berkesudahan...ptg tadi bila nak mengelak ada 'benda' atas jalan raya while i am on my way back to rumah sewa, i said to my fren yang benda atas jalan tu bukan sampah but seekor kucing yg cuba bangun untuk selamatkan diri sebab terlantar atas jalan tu dgn kaki patah...so when i asked her to accompany me drive back to the place dgn harapan bolehla alihkan kucing tu and hantar ke vet, i found that the cat already dead..sigh!! kesian mmg kesian tapi what to do, dah mmg ajal dia. if i were only to stop nearby and quickly moved the cat, takkan mati kena langgar just like that..

just now, bila tgh sedap2 bloghopping, a housemate masuk bilik and berlakula sesi luahan perasaan..bila difikir2kan balik, of all the ppl surrounding us, we shud have not put kepercayaan sgt kepada mereka..we might not know maybe ada yang suka putar belit cerita, suka nak backstab, suka nak kutuk, suka nak bercerita buruk pasal kita depan org lain sedangkan bila berborak dgn org tu depan2 sikit punya baik...ntahlah kdg2 tak fahamla perangai manusia..thats why la saya tend to be jadi seorg yg tak banyak bercakap ..sometimes, i prefer to be alone, coz i know bila duduk ramai2 tak banyak, sikit tu mesti ada masa nak duk bergosip pasal org lain..bila org kata saya ni jenis tak bergaul, i tend to pekakkan telinga..bukan tanak bergaul, cuma kdg2 saya cepat pening bila ramai2 org..

nak cari a true friend?? mmg sukar nak dicari..keeping secret its like a big hard rock on our shoulders..tak semua org boleh betul2 100% simpan rahsia..mesti rahsia akan leak out sikit..nak hubungan back to normal? its an easy step to do. firstly-minta maaf yg ikhlas keluar dari hati yg ikhlas...secondly-bersabar dan cuba untuk memaafkan..lastly-pulihkan kembali hubungan yang keruh...kalau masih ada simpan rasa tak puas hati atau masih berdendam, mmg susah untuk memaafkan 100% org tu...like elton john's song- SORRY SEEMS TO BE THE HARDEST WORD. put aside ego and all the hatred..EGO? bukan senang nak buang ego, sikit sebanyak bila sesuatu perkara buruk dah pernah terjadi atas kita, at least kita mesti ada rasa nak org tu dapat balasan balik..back to basic and as a conclusion- manusia mmg penuh dgn ragam, sukar nak diramal, sukar nak dijangka, sukar dibaca pemikiran dan hati budi masing2..pengalaman hidup yang saya ada ni pun hanya sikit tapi terasa bebannya rasa besar dan banyak..if only i ever meet a person that i can rely on, kongsi suka duka, nangis sama2 ketika susah dan senang, alangkah bahagia hidup ni...

malam ni banyak benda dah dikongsi, if u readers out there pernah mengalami cabaran yang jauh lebih teruk daripada saya, saya cuma dapat pesan, berSABARlah kerana SABAR ITU SEPARUH DARIPADA IMAN-Subhanallah...

take care

gd nite ^_^v

Bantuan diperlukan !!!

2009-11-17T13:32:00.004+08:00

salam,

saya ingin memohon bantuan dari pihak readers out there.. a cousin of my friend hilang hampir seminggu and saya terpanggil untuk membantu kawan saya untuk sebarkan maklumat ini kepada readers semua...di bawah ini adalah gambar sepupu kawan saya yang hilang

NAMA : NUR AIN EZZATI BINTI MOHD ROSDI

UMUR : 13 TAHUN

ALAMAT : F-1-05 PANGSAPURI SRI BEGONIA,

JALAN PUTERI 7/15 BANDAR PUTERI,

47100, PUCHONG, SELANGOR

SEKOLAH : SMK PUSAT BANDAR PUCHONG (1)

JALAN WAWASAN 2/23

47100, PUCHONG, SELANGOR

NO UNTUK DIHUBUNGI : 03-58917014 ( RUMAH)

013-3590 085 (SHUHADA)

TARIKH HILANG : 12/11/2009 (12 TGH HARI)

untuk info selanjutnya sila klik blog SHUHADA

minta tolong to guys out there, kalau ada terdengar berita atau pernah terserempak dgn budak seperti dalam gambar di atas untuk hubungi kawan saya atau saya personally...harap mohon bantuan anda semua

jasa anda amat dihargai,

wani

say no to junk food:p

2009-11-14T22:43:00.008+08:00

salam,

hey there readers

lepas maghrib tadi i went to plaza masalam to get some food to eat...sejuk betul lately..ye la kerap hujan la katakan..hujan rintik2 while driving tadi terasa cam very calm...rumah dekat dgn plaza masalam pun saya drive...biasala alasannya ada 2 je...its either hujan or am gonna buy lotsa thing.so taknakla mengendong banyak2 plastik nanti. kawasan ni agak berbukit...kalau berjalan kaki, bila turun ke masalam for sure la senang sebab turun bukit, bila balik sah2 la kena mendaki bukit...maunye mengah jantung den di sebabkan banyak lemak tepu di badan ni...

sampai2 je mall, ajak roommate gi minum2 kat mapley dulu...pekena teh tarik sambil cuci2 mata kat pelita, best gak...so after the minum2 session, i rushed to giant and mbc to get some vege and fruits, since dah lama tak cleanse body dgn all those...actually, terbaca dalam mag rapi last month about these fruits, so i decided to buy banyak2 to stock up for munching time bosan2 nanti...time bosan2 saya mmg gemar menggagau cari junk food especially potato chips...dgn masin plus colouring yang digunakan membuatkan rasa tubuh ni macam dipam2 plak...sedap mmg sedap tapi bila lemak keliling pinggang dah stuck nanti mulala risau...nasib baikla sakit gigi, takdela nak dok ngunyah2 tak tentu hala...anyway these are my favourite buy :

jambu madu(cicah dgn petis pun sodapppp)

tomato cherry

the fuyu persimmon aka pisang kaki

maka dgn bangganya saya isytihar minggu depan "say no to junk food"...well mana2 leftover especially a can of mister potato chips tu kena perabih dulu...bak kata org,tak baik membazir...hehe...

midnight is approching, till then

sleep tight and have a nice dream<3

^_^v

ma oh ma

2009-11-14T21:51:00.003+08:00

salam readers,

pheww, today berjaya menyiapkan analisis pv dgn sekali percubaan... not like before, give up habis bila time nak buat pv..mana taknya nak mix all the chemicals over and over again paling leceh benda yang nak dibuat...bak kata one of my labmate, 'Saya ingat nak buat satu chemical yg boleh guna untuk semua analisis'.. waktu tu, i replied him 'jgn ngarutla, kang meletup lab, ala campur je la chemical tu, apa susah'...then bila run analisis pv je, saya dok pikir, elok jugak kalau ada mana2 chemist maniac yg boleh buat satu chemical like he said..yang paling tak tahan ialah bau glacial acetic acid yang maha tajam dan menyengat...boleh rosak deria bau dan paru2...so tomorrow gonna go to the lab again to do remaining job for this week...hope everything gonna go smooth and the lab is not as spooky as last week...

ptg tadi around 6.30pm, i received smses from ma and went conversation yang agak hangat la gak...it sounded bit funny and it goes like this(sorryla kalau ada yg geli bila membacanya) :

ma : buat apa? buat tahi mata ke?

tartlover : bukan je taik mata, taik gigi pun boleh..hehe

ma : ada pakwe ke?

tartlover : apa bnda pakwe2 ni ma nye...adoi

ma : adik ko mimpi ko patuk dek ular tedung

tartlover : apa maksudnye tu

ma : kena pinang la

tartlover : haha.. ngarut je tu. org dtg lab sabtu ahad. next week pun x pasti lg balik bangi atau x

and the conversation ended there.mind you, tiada editting langsungfor the above conversation..the minute mama said 'kena pinangla tu' - i was like dalam hati saying, 'oh ma, pleasela, mana la ada laki yg nak datang pinang anak mama dalam masa terdekat ni..belajar pun tak habis lagi, ni kan pulak nak berlaki'...yes sometimes i sounded like org tua bercakap, ni gara2 saya mmg gemar bercakap dgn org tua, dah terikut2 la plak gaya diorg bercakap=)

yang sebenarnya saya ni dah 2 minggu tak balik, agaknye sbb tu la ma tanya yg bukan2 kot...

to ma, i'll try to go home next week k? next week gonna attend one of my ex-classmate's wedding, cik elysa...am so happy for her..tak sangka boleh jumpa jodoh time konvo...kuasa Allah, takde siapa yang tahu...my friend always said that kdg2 org yang belum ada pakwe dan tak hangat bercinta ni, dia yang akan tiba2 kawen....bila diorg ckp camtu, saya hanya mampu tersenyum je la..so far belum lagi jadi camtu...macam mustahil je nak jadi kat saya ...hehe...i'll leave it to Allah je la...

mama oh mama, hari tu buat lawak pasal fridge magnet, hari ni buat lawak pasal jodoh...ntah2 esok lusa pasal apa la plak...

sekejap je masa berlalu kan?tomorrow is 15th nov, which means half of bulan november....ada lebih sebulan je lagi sblm tamat 2009...and there will be tons of blog updating about 2010 resolution...same thing over and over again kan?

k la nak sambung tgk tv sat,

have a nice weekend everyone=)

toodles^_^v

I cant stop lookin' at you honey

2009-11-12T14:43:00.004+08:00

salam,

today is just another normal day but still am down with bad cough + flu + fever...manage to do some sample processing but yet it is tiring coz have to handle it all by myself and cleaning the machine was a massive one to do....talking about fever, right now head is kinda heavy with stuffed nose summore....nak tido pun susah

on the other hand, hari2 rasa makin happy whenever i see u....u r one kind bubbly person, baby...just cant stop staring at you, every now and then, and whats more important whenever i am feeling down i will immediately turn on lappy to just see ur chubby face...right now i am more obsessed with you more than anything else...how can i resist you when u never fail to make smile all the time..

u r my current obsession H****

And now i feel like kissing and chewing ur chubby pipi..hugging u sampai penyek ur hidung...u r one lucky handsome boy yg ada parents yang mmg both handsome and cantik and berada....*sorry dude, i have to put ur precious one in my daily rambling post coz i just cant stand his everything-come-in-package...btw dude, when r u coming back to malaysia? bring ur bubbly boy too when we meet next time k?

Now its raining like crazy and in any minute am gonna sneeze like nobody business...hmm....

till then,

have a nice day dear readers..

^_^v

whisper word of wisdom

2009-11-11T20:29:00.005+08:00

salam,

today started with not so good condition. one wisdom tooth is coming out..and as a result, gum swollen, teeth near the gum feeling so pain and end up having cough, flu, sore throat and slight fever come in a package..dah besar2 gini pun nak tumbuh lagi gigi bongsu ni, aiseh!!! supposed today got lotsa labwork to do and since sore throat is killing me, have to stop at 3pm then jalan2 takde arah tujuan ke postgrad lab and lab processing with empty stomach...later in the evening went to sacc to have pizza with labmates..oh as i was going out from sacc, i tersign up with wwf to raise fund for the conservation of the earth..i always wanted to join this wwf since i was a kid, but when today a nice and cute chinese guy attracted me to their booth to have some brief about wwf, i am kinda feel a bit excited bout it...i cant tell any details since it is too early..well we'll see when the car sticker+magazines send to my home in 2 months time...further info about wwf on what this organisation do, who they are, contests, funding and many more, feel free to click WWF- world wildlife foundation NOT world wrestling federation ya:)

Btw, finally saya sudah dpt all the vacation pictures yesterday and tonite gonna upload sikit2 before off to sleep with swollen gum:(

p/s : terngiang2 lagu bee gees saying 'whisper word of wisdom' sambil memegang pipi yang kembung akibat gusi bengkak disebabkan wisdom tooth yg nak tumbuh lagi...cannot tahanlaaaa...

nite,

^_^v

to you

2009-11-08T19:01:00.002+08:00

salam,

to you,

now i know why u sent me that last msg but what ever your reason behind it, jodoh dan pertemuan itu di tangan Allah...saya redha dgn kehendakNYA...

moga2 u bhgia brsama family,

take care,

^-^

Bloghop

2009-11-08T17:30:00.004+08:00

Salam,

Alhamdulillah so far today's weather has been very pretty good.. Not much of thing to do for today. Woke up at 8am, took bath and had breakfast with roommate. Later at noon i went to the lab to check for microbe reading. After that rushed to the laundry to take the lab coat but unfortunately after 2 days sent, still havent ready yet. Back to my oh so boring rent house..As i stepped into the house, i can still hear mouth-fight over and over again... So boring cos i stucked here in Shah Alam..Not much i can do here except for occupying my time by going to the lab but this week since i have finished the labwork on saturday, then i got nothing to do on sunday, i dont wanna go to bangi on sunday since it is very tiring to do so as i need to rush back as early as 6.30 am on monday morning to shah alam..Even though shah alam and bangi is just nearby and the city is just the same whereby there is no entertainment, i can feel that bangi has bring more calm to my heart, release tension, relax and whatnots...where else in shah alam, the existance of pkns, sacc and pas never ever bring excitement to me. that is 1 point of why i hate shah alam so much..Tomorrow gonna work hard since i have to be in the plantation to get the samples and wallah there goes the mountain of workloads...oh how i wish i have an extra time to finish this but when i looked back there is only lil time for me to struggle for my master..

Enough with work and all that.. fyi, i start to enjoy bloghopping. whenever i bloghop, i try to find blog that can tell funny stories. well, there are few blogs that i read including the bloglists on the sidebar. some of them write about daily life-what they eat, where they eat, what they do everyday and so on. while others, who are very determined in their life -write about business and lots of thing to share, to exchange opinions. there are celebrity blogs that write all about celebrity life.. well as i read through some of my-must-read-blog, i tend to just be silent reader. for example : a blog name : proud duck, she writes very good english, a pure uk english. whenever there is new entry, it will never fail to make me laugh..the same blog goes to yb tijah's blog. if u guys read her blog, she writes very hilarious entries well of course in her own way of writing. i happened to read her blog when i do bloghopping from one to another..These 2 blogs are my daily pills. Its like a must for me to drop by their page everyday whenever i start connected to the internet. Other than these 2 blogs, other blog that i love to read are :

1) A hardworking woman

2) A slumber gurl

3) My ex lecturer

4) A lovely couple

5) A soon-to-grad-and-sweet-gurl that loves fashion

and not to mention others too if they keep their blog updated....

since i have lack of time and sometimes 'ter-malas', i rarely update mine, so other option is to read theirs'...

well readers, that's all i do instead of stuck in the lab doing labworks..what about u guys? what u guys doing instead of facebooking, searching for cooking recipe on the internet?

till then, have a happy weekend

cheers,

luv,

sarah

363 days and counting

2009-11-03T08:11:00.003+08:00

salam,

As at 1 nov, i have exactly 1 year to go.....panting like crazy, babe....apart from that i am still happy coz some ppl say setahun tu sekejap je...pejam celik pejam celik je dah habis^_^v

and starting from today i'll mark my calendar each and everyday...

p/s: gonna update my weekend once labwork habis

till then,

sarah

wakey-wakey!!! presentation is less than 24 hrs

2009-10-12T18:50:00.004+08:00

salam readers,

as been blogged, i am gonna have presentation for sime darby..it is actually a progress report.but this time the students, me and dila have to take over the supervisors' job...sedar tak sedar hujung bulan ni genap setahun sy akan jadi research assistant tapi ada lebih kurang 2 bulan lagi menandakan sudah cukup setahun sy sambung master...cepat betul masa berlalu.sekelip mata, tak terkejar masa yg ada sekarang...after maghrib gonna do all the presentation slides which also include syu's and izreen's work....boleh kata food part is three times banyak workloadnya berbanding microbe work, starting from sampling until secondary product...

i agreed with the panels when i was presenting my defense research proposal...they asked me to stop the research work until primary product...but since i am doing for sd, grant that given to me akan digunakan sepenuhnya 2 tahun ni untuk buat sampai jadinya makanan...

since i am doing it all by myself-with no other RA, i started to feel exhausted, like really exhausted.org2 sd ni tak perasan agaknya kerja2 yg saya buat ni samalah cam 2 org punya keje....menyesal? ada pernah terdetik...ye lah dulu dok pikir if the lecturer doesnt own a grant, it will be hard for me to continue study, but when think twice, i can still use the dana postgrad and fakulti....i can apply for the nsf scholarship and do what i am interested to do...takpela, mana tau kalau buat research ni lebih sikit and dapat impress org2 sd, moga2 they can employ me and dila..itupun unsure..even soalan ptd that day pun jawab main2 sebab memikirkan lambat lagi nak habis belajar and tanak kena blacklist punya pasal...mungkin ada hikmah saya pilih jalan ni, cuma lambat nampak je...look again, kadang2 saya tak sedar TER-merungut, mcm dah semulajadi plak tabiat merungut ni....

anyway,maghrib pun dah masuk, i still have editting, calculating, preparing slide and other works to do..hopefully i can make it on time...

till then,

yang mengantuk tahap gaban,
sarah

tmblring and others

2009-10-10T22:12:00.003+08:00

its been awhile..lack of update but not lack of time..hehe..btw i am still sorting out few drafts and maybe gonna use tumblr and blogspot at the same time...kat sana boleh luah banyak2 sikit..teehee..tomorrow gonna go to another open house after work...skrg ni masa banyak dihabiskan buat slide presentation for master matters and tolong member for iid....and yang buat gelabah lagi is that iid and presentation for sime darby just next week...lagila parah.biasanya supervisor will do the talking but this time around the master student plak kena buat.satu lagi yang pelik,asyik tukar org je for this project...ntahpape plak aku rasa...papepun, blog akan di update seperti biasa after 20th oct...

till then

toodles,
~_^v

sorang lagi

2009-09-30T18:36:00.003+08:00

salam,

5 days of not updating the blog..so many stories to tell but less time to blog...anyway, one of my junior gonna further her study same place as my ex-classmate, pn syu....another one is leaving for leeds tomorrow nite...anyway, of all unis in the UK, knp korang berdua pilih leeds eh? even banyak lecturer grad from Leeds..how bout aussie and US? hmmm...whatever it is, to nini-kan akak dah ckp if we berdoa for a good thing insyaAllah akan dimakbulkan rite? and next time ttpkan hati untuk sambung belajar, no more saying tak kisah or taktau which uni or who gonna decide....i know parents always want the best for their children but u yourself must have a goal for your future...to both of pn syu and nini, good luck k, moga korang dpt score the best...since both of u-best fac student....

i really need the spirit in order for me to grad on time...i dont wanna waste my time extending sem...after habis no more shah alam..i am so gonna get out from this city...sigh!!!

alhamdulillah tinggal 1 hari je lagi for me to finish the puasa ganti and this sunday gonna gather with labmates and lab staff for makan2 at my open house...so far i am planning to have :

1) sup urat keting
2) roti jala
3) mi kari

since this is the first time i am doing the open house, hope that it will turn out well....moga2 diorg balik dgn perut yg kenyang and happy...and for my friends yang nak sgt rasa sup tu, will try my very best to make it as possible as i can...

gonna upload pictures from the open house session soon...

20 minutes left to break fast, have to get ready with berbuka puasa dishes yang banyaaakkk gila for me to finish it...

till then,

salam raya,
sarah

p/s : to org UK di sana, take care to both of u, am happy for u and nini dapat further study tpt best2:)

Pictures....

2009-09-24T14:21:00.009+08:00

salam readers,

omg i was so excited to post up the picture but came to think of it, terlupa plak semua gambar tu tak ber......errrr....tak bertudung....so camne ek? puas memikir camne carenye saya nak menepek gambar tu, last2 masuk arcsoft buat some editting, so korang takkan nampakla muka2 saya di hari raya ni...saya terpaksala memblurkan wajahnye sekali...aternye, den tak reti nak mengedit care lain dah...and satu lagi saya akan uploadkan videonya sekali, yang vid je yang pakai tudung...so guys, enjoy the picturess ...

with cousins in the tree house

with sis and cousin dari pandangan atas tree house

bros with one of the twin

kak yati and sis(eksyen lebih diorg ni) - aku yg jeles sbnrnye sbb tk dpt join..hehe

tpt ma keje is sort of like a resort yang dikelilingi dgn cages of animal...bawah ni adalah salah satu haiwan yg ma pelihara :

cousin aidil and dgn haiwan belaan ma di ofisnya-the peacock

cousins yg incomplete w/out their bro

lakeview-cni banyak giler pacat, gerun nak pegi tpt ni lagi, kang buruk lagi betis aku

kak yati at the office hall

twin yg nakal giler

line up ladies:)

so here u go...saya dah tempek half of the pics...lama plak nak tunggu upload...so inilah gambar2 raya saya...i am looking forward for rumah terbuka and my friend's wedding this coming saturday...macam tau2 je tekak ni nak makan nasik minyak kan...hehe...well about the video am still thinking whether to upload or not...when i look back at the video terasa cam main2 je keje..tak pernah nak serius, even tgh salam pun memanjang nak gelak..ish3...anak sapa la ni...

ok friends, this is how i celebrate my raya...how about u guys? upload photos of your raya so that i can kill my time by viewing it:p

anyway,congrats to rakan blogger, kak intan for having raya baby(on 1st syawal if i am not mistaken)....awal plak kak intan's baby delivered ehh....

have a blast raya celebration friends out there...kalau ada buat rumah terbuka jemputla saya di sini....tak sabar nak jalan2 sambil baham di rumah korang...haha

p/s : syu, i can only manage to view ur raya celebration when someone tagged ur hubby pic tauu...uploadla ur raya di sana k...miss u loads sweetie

salam raya,
sarah

puasa

2009-09-22T13:49:00.002+08:00

salam,

its been a long time since the last time blog updated...adoiii ,tak banyak pun benda yang berlaku except for that last friday was the last day ada di lab, then off to bangi...as usual la malam raya and the first raya still in bangi.tak pegi pun rumah nenek di kl...just berada di hulu langat tpt mom kerja to celebrate with family belah mom...today is the first day berpuasa 6 cum puasa ganti...so tak berapa nak segar, lemau je cam puasa time ramadhan hari tu...and facebook plak memanjang unavailable to login...erghhhh...alih2 main game comp je laa...

anyway gonna upload photos from mom's place in next entry:)

have a blast raya celebration then,

signing off,
sarah

wondering???

2009-09-16T20:11:00.003+08:00

salam,

skrg ni kat shah alam baru je lepas hujan...time2 sejuk gini(not like uk ye babe), teringin nak makan:

1) abc seksyen 2
2)ketupat dakap
3) kerepek kacang dhal(tgh makan)
4)beryl's choc(tgh ngunyah)
5)slurpee(hirup laju2 pastu rasa cam terbakar je anak tekak)
6) limau abung pink kaler(cicah dgn sambal kicap+gula)
7)sekotak air milo(stok air dah hbs)
8)biskut cornflakes(sesape yg jual silala roger sayaaa)

semua benda teringin sbb tak larat nak makan nasi:(

p/s: lepas kejadian 2 hari lepas, mlm semalam saya dapat rasakan ketenangan yang amat mendalam...suasana yg tenang semalam buat saya tertanya2 hari ni, adakah berlaku malam lailatul qadar? entahla, tapi tak pernah setenang itu saya rasa sblm ni....

relieved and blessed

2009-09-16T08:43:00.006+08:00

salam,

alhamdulillah, start from yesterday for the first time, i feel so calm, tranquil, and relieved to continue my labworks..i realised that me myself actually can overcome with it....Allah tahu apa yang terbaik untuk hambaNYA..HE knows that i managed to handle it with the help of friends' support...not to mention ada yang 'distract' my sadness by doing silly jokes...i didnt aware that they were very good listeners.... giving moral support is the least they can do, but hey that was the greatest thing that i need the most....i love being surrounded with positive friends...ntahla, i gained a lot of experience throughout these 6 years...i fell down so many times but hardly to get on top back...yeah i knew that life is like a roller coaster, but being the person named 'haswani ' is very hard to understand, i keep a lot of secret to my self...i like to give advice to friends, i laugh like hell when they laugh but i barely smile in front of ppl...i am just like that...in the morning u can see me grumpy(but actually i'm not..it just the way they perceived me like that) but at the end of the day i grin from ear to ear..there are some ppl gave their first impression like that but as they get along with me-they said that 'kau ni gila-gila la orgnye' ...susahlah nak pleased ppl like that...kdg2 i can frankly say that, so what the hell with u guys nak cakap macam tu about me...first thing first u have to kenal dulu org tu...u can never judge ppl at the first sight...thats what i feel with ppl yang tak pernah nak kenal i dlu then nak plak judge i cam tu...

well well, enough with that, now am back on track, i am blessed with Allah's blessings and am trying to focus on what i am doing now...and am hoping that Allah akan sentiasa merahmati dan beri perlindungan kepada hidup ni...di bawah naunganNYA sentiasa...

i would like to take this opportunity to wish friends out there Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to kawan facebook and bloggers...

have a nice one k...and jemputla datang ke rumah i di bangi:)

salam ramadhan...

regards,
sarah

Hidup tak seindah yang disangka

2009-09-15T08:17:00.003+08:00

salam,

life has been pretty bad lately..sometimes i wonder why it has to be me..in Al-Quran said : Allah takkan membebani hambanya tanpa kemampuan hambanya...i keep wondering do i really ready for that obstacles? do I have the strength to overcome the problems?? Crying is the best thing to do, but it never settle..it has been 6 years, but why it has to be me? I did a lot of mistakes, I tried to be the best as I can but in return, i have been pouring with lots of obstacles..Complaining is bad thing to do,i know that..what else i shud do...sabar? sabar itu separuh daripada iman...muhasabah diri? yes i did but maybe it is not enough...berapa lama nak tunggu? i dont know.why cant i get once, just once in my lifetime, the happiness that i've been wanting for so long...this holy month, teaches me a lot of patience, but still it is hard for me. i aint that strong to face this alone...i cant,and i just cant...jika dipendam terlalu lama, i believe that i cant be as i am right now...fikiran tgh berkecamuk...tak dapat fikir solution to the problems...cant continue writing...

regards,
sarah

lets play fireworks...yeahh

2009-09-12T18:38:00.003+08:00

salam,

as i am writing this i feel over excited becoz, i got supplies of bunga api and mercun...i am so gonna play tonite...cant wait...nak stock up lagila for next week~.^v

picture of fireworks...weeehooo

1) thunder clap(biru panjang tu)
2) gasing (yg atas thunder clap)
3) bunga api belang2 merah (tatau nama)
4)3 biji ntah tatau nama mercun -.-
5) mercun mancis-5 kotak
6) 10 peket bunga api btg besi (cik jah,hepi den dapat ni 10 peket)

itu sahaja stok untuk kali ni...maap encik polis jgnla tangkap saya kerana saya betul2 teringin nak main bunga api(walaupun dah besar-boleh jadi mak budak dah ni)^.^v

akhirnya jumpa gak bunga api ni kat sekitar umah..hehe

k la nak main mercun jap...

tata frens,

sarahh...

p/s: syu, mesti ko dah sampai uk kan?happy advance hari raya to u and your hubby...sampaikan salam aku pada pn fadhilah tau

good bye dear fren,u are leaving on a jetplane tonite

2009-09-11T19:28:00.005+08:00

muka stim je babe..hehe

in the vvip room

1000 faces alley

syu and hubby

highest honour award in uitm....congrats babe

i am gonna miss our best time together...your jokes...your thought...and your tunjuk ajar dalam belajar and all...have a safe journey...u gonna face 13 long stretch hours to reach bumi uk...by the time u habis master, insyaallah i'll be in my final year...hope your dream will come true...

take care and good luck babe

with lots of luv,
sarah@wani

burpppp

2009-09-10T20:43:00.003+08:00

salam readers,

alhamdulillah, hari ni dapat makan besar......one of my labmate, en.mad treated us(8 of us) with nasi beriyani bukhara....that nasi was one of nasi beriyani yang sangat sedap instead of JM Beriyani that i had tasted before....my god the serving can cater 2 person since i'm not nasi lover.....dengan makan ayam, secubit daging kambing, papedom, acar dan selambak nasi.....dapat makan pun cikit je...the rest aku sedekahkan kan jerung sebelah...hehe...not only that, restoran mamak syed kat seksyen 9 ni mmg penuh dengan manusia, boleh kata mmg boleh tahanla ramainye sampai penuh restorannye.....rasanya dah ketat perut nak mengabihkan nasi tu.....seronoknya bila ada org nak belanja...silala belanja lagi...hihi

oh, dgr cerita kakitangan kumpulan sokongan dapat bonus rm500 kan?? amboi seronok betul bila permintaan diorg ditunaikan....lepas ni kenala berjimat cermat, tak pun bg duit raya banyak2 kat anak2 buah, barulah bertambah2 rezeki tu nanti....tapi bagusla kerajaan tak bagi lump sum, diorg dapat half for this coming raya aidilfitri and another half ujung thun....langkah yang bijak so that tak terlebih berbelanja plak nanti.....ok gak keje kerajaan, memanjang dapat bonus....takpe2 hopefully aku akan berjaya menjawab soalan exam ptd oktober nanti....part yg paling risau for sure la sejarah and politik, kang merapu2 aku jawab kang..soalan tanya pasal isu semasa, kang melopong je la aku mengadap soalan..ish ish ish...ape yang aku tahu, farmville dgn facebook je...yang lain main baling dadu je la...huhu...kalau lepas 1st level exam ni pun dah kira bersyukur dah...bukan senang nak dapat peluang camni....aku dok tunggu panggilan peg. tek. makanan....alih2 dapat ptd plak...jauh menyimpang dari apa yang aku belajar ni...

haihhh...

sedar tak sedar dah tiba 10 malam terakhir ramadhan...cepatnya masa berlalu, dah nak dekat syawal dahhh...aku cuma harap lambatla sket syawal sampai.....dah lama hilang rasa kemeriahan syawal....tak bestlaaaaa...kampung pun dekat kl...tak merasa kampung sebenar:( teringin nak main mercun macam zaman kecik2 dulu, teringin nak berjalan kaki merayap beraya umah cikgu2, dan kawan2....tp bila dah besar ni masing2 sibuk.....jarang2 dapat jumpa dah...sedeynyeeeee.....

tahun ni ada org tu beraya kat uk...cayalah babe, akhirnya ko jejak gak uk kan...belajar+melancong+beraya...bestnya...bilala turn aku plak kan.....teringin sangat nak gi aussie...sambung belajar kat sana....nak mencari biasiswa, sikit punya payah skrg ni...banyak betul competitor....nak tanak kenala kumpul duit dari skrg nak capai hasrat tu nanti...

k la got to go....hope kita sama2 dapat merasai kenikmatan 10 malam yg terakhir ni,samala2 kita kejar banyak2 pahala untuk ramdhan tahun ni....

p/s: babe, another 24 hours to go before u step klia....if u are reading this, just wanna wish u good luck study di sana...sambil2 ko melancong nanti, bolehla aku order perfume+handbag murah2 dari ko nanti...hihi....take care tau, aku tak dapat hantar ko, takut menangis lagi cam hari tu...kang tak terlayan plak ko nanti....kirim salam to your auntie mai k??
gonna miss u

signing off,

sarah

'Berbuka'

2009-09-09T19:40:00.003+08:00

salam,

i just have my beryl's choc and a pack of milo for my so called 'berbuka puasa'...even though i didnt fasting but still same as others that fasting during the day...i can feel that i have small appetite nowadays, tak banyak benda boleh dimakan di rumah sewa, but when i was in bangi, selera bertambah2...tiap2 minggu wajib ade tempoyak and ulam2an.....

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.
.
.
.

btw, i dont care if u sound sooooooooo sarcastic, aku lebih tahu, apa yg aku nak buat, apa yang aku nak makan...you can be so annoying at times but i took your word as stupid jokes...i can be so plain and sometimes bit blur but dont ever try me coz i can be more than mean person..hahaha...evil grin....makan mi cap pama hari2 pun ok what...sedap je di tekak ni...lagipun,i can save money during this ramadhan month...berat badan pun sikit susut...and whats more important aku tak susahkan org lain dan tinggalkan dirty plates in the sink ok...

tell me how to have big appetite??? saya lebih prefer makanan lain selain nasi...

2 days left before u go babe...rasa sooooooo rindu nanti:(

regards,

sarah

p/s : u really made me smile...thanks for brighten up my day dude

Berpindah...

2009-09-06T12:40:00.003+08:00

salam,

ni nak story pasal moving out from previous lab...well on friday at 8.30am ada talk on professorial lecture...rasa mcm not really into it to listen coz it is more on research presentation of the prof A on physics,rather than my field-food technology... i can see many of fsg ppl talking to each other daripada mendengar kecuali pensyarah2 yang ramai memenuhi kerusi depan + dekan + dato seri ibrahim abu shah and the list go on..thank god it ended juz right on time at 11am....menguap kalau tak berjuta kali mmg tak sah aku ni,borak pasal mamat ensem yang duk kat bhgn audio plus borak2 pasal benda lain dgn jiran2 sebelah aku...

i think the presentation shud have its target listener drpd mengajak ppl dtg juz to fill the empty spaces....seolah2 tak sampai msg yg nak disampaikan tu..anyway right after talk tu, we all the postgrads students ada meeting tergempar dgn one of our lecturer..bincang from small issue to the big issue regarding the undergrad and postgrad...aku rasala budak2 skrg ni kena matang lebih sikit.i knowla the facilities at fac not enough for u guys,yela nak cater almost 100 students at 1 time mmg payah, but tryla to manage korg punye time..u guys dah mintak tlg ajar dr senior and we did assist u guys, but in return ada plak SOME OF U GUYS yg kuat mengadu....bila dgr je camtu aku rasa lebih baik korg tak payah nak tanya itu ini kat kami....try to run the equipment on ur own...dah kuat sgt mengadu kata clash masa dgn korg nak buat fyp and all that...i think if we cud talk and try to tolerate with each other, mesti takde masalah...ni mesti sebab dah nak dekat dateline,then barulah korg berebut2 nak guna equipment...

well becoz of that all the postgrad students have to move to research lab...i know it is good to be separated from them but the thing is, ada je equipment yg tak cukup and nak tanak kena guna teaching lab(the undergrad lab)....n yang buat pening kepala is that, this uni is going towards research uni but never ever had enough space to cater more than 100,000 intake students every year..lagi2 kat induk.dah macam sardin,penuh dgn manusia...undergrad course shud be put at cawangan..furthermore dah terlalu ramai students yang nak sambung sampai master prog...the ratio of an equipment to student is like 1:20...susah ma...

so to make the story short, starting next week we have to ber'sarang' di tmpt baru which is susah bg bbrpa postgrad student yang nak kena ke hulu ke hilir buat kerja from one lab to another...jauh sikitla nak kena menapak dan kena lalu cafe untuk shortcut....kalau tak jauh weyyy nak kena angkut alat2 radas and chemicals from research lab to processing lab....erghhh!!!

hope that lebih cepatla aku grad so that boleh sambung phd dekat sikit dgn rumah and lebih besar uni nanti.... i have 1 and half yr to go...hopefully can make it on time gak...

got to update about pemergian of someone that i truly missed later..

p/s: u made me cry that day dear....

till then,

salam ramadhan

alhamdulillah kenyang

2009-09-03T23:19:00.004+08:00

salam readers,

this is juz a quick update :

1) i had maggi goreng for berbuka puasa with sweet chrysanthemum flower drink
2)beryl's choc
3) the most love is that i just had pink limau bali aka limau abung cicah with kicap+sugar...
4)a pack of milo(is a must have drink during puasa)

p/s: akhirnya dapat lepaskan idam/gian makan limau abung.....a great one..

nite2 frens:)

own testimonial

2009-09-03T09:48:00.005+08:00

salam and hi guys...

i am back after 3 days bercuti and working my ass off in the lab....regarding the title, i wanna jot down own testimonial wearing premium beautiful nearly 2 months...there are many positive outcomes....which are :

1) my waistline has reduced 1.5 inch(i'm able to wear dulu2 punye jeans and skrg punye jeans dah super duper longgar....yeay!!!

2) cellulite has faded(double yeay!!! malu gak pada diri sendiri,belum kahwin dah ada garis2 kat bhgn peha)

3) no longer rasa pening2 during working hours(plus minum air ecpi)

4)terasa makin baik my blood circulation(more oxygen gets to the brain)

5) the happiest one is that my weight has reduced 3 kgs(triple yeayness )
- the problem with my body is that, my weight tend to increase instantly especially when i take rice...there are ppl that has high metabolisme rate very hardly to put on weight...i am the one with low metabolisme rate,plus saya mmg sejak kecik agak berisi-in my own definition of berisi(note:not gemuk or plump)

now i can take rice lebih sikit without worrying naik berat badan(sgt suka!!!)...even though am not a daily consume rice person, i would prefer roti and other sources of carb such as mee,pasta,spaghetti etc)

enough with 2 months outcome, i will keep u updated with monthly outcome until i get to reach my ideal body weight 55kgs....ohh how i wish i manage to reach it within 3-4 months...

p/s : bulan puasa ni banyak benda nak dimakan......well dgn adanya pb corset...worry no more...yippie yeayyy..

till then,

selamat menjalani ibadah puasa hari ke 13

pen off,

sarah

experience

2009-08-30T15:51:00.010+08:00

salam and hi readers,

hari ni aku nak share something with u guys..wanna share my experience that has happened somewhere around january early this year..at this time, i was just started my master for only 2 months, and started to live in rental house somewhere in section 9 shah alam. As usual early in the morning around 6 am i woke up and took my bath...mind u,i have to wake up early because i am also work as an research assistant aka r.a .Which means to say that i am doing my labwork as a student cum doing work as an r.a....ni pun terpaksa bangun awal pagi juz to berebut parking with other student...normally i reach uitm around 7.15 am, get really nice parking and nearer to my fac..even though it just 10 mins away from my rental house aka 2nd home, i sanggup sit in the car listening to the radio while waiting for lab untuk dibuka....

well back to the story that i wanna share, it happened when i start to take off my clothes...biasa pagi2 nak kena berlabur dulu kan....dah jadi routine beforei took my shower, i labur saham first..so, while i was sitting on the toilet bowl aka jamban, i looked around dinding untuk membuang masa menunggu "dia" dilaburkan..so when i looked below my arm, i saw a lot of red tiny spots appeared..so i just ignored it...i thought it was just some rashes due to the heat environment that nite...as i looked back again at that spot i saw that red tiny spots was scattered all over my body...on my lap,my arm, my chest...boleh kata semua partla....time ni mmg dah gelabah ayam betulla....

so i just teruskan mandi and terfikir untuk call mama after shower. i was assuming it is dengue fever due to shah alam has a lot of dengue cases especially at section 7...so after mandi i called up mama saying that my body been covered up with red tiny spots...could it be dengue fever?ma said maybe yes or no because when she asked me whether i had fever or not, i said no...i rasa macam biasa je...so i told her i may see the doctor later....when i was trying to pin my shawl, i looked into the mirror closely, the most terrifying part was my face..i couldnt believe it has affected my face, as a result i had a monster face...tiba2 je nak naik kat muka plak...tak berapa nak obvious as compared to the other part of body because my face dah start gelap berbanding under my arm...so this is what happened to my face

ifu guys look closely my face ada banyak tanda2 merah kecil...tu yang muka jadi putih merah tu..
later, after sampai di uitm, as early 8 am dah duduk terpacak depan pusat kesihatan just to elak banyak2 budak lain jumpa doc at peak hours....so i went to see doc, i explain to doc that am having this 'thing' naik all over body..after he checked my face, arm, and at the back of my body, he asked me to do blood test..so as been told pegila menonong ke belakang untuk buat blood test...yadayadayada....jumpa balik doc....i was asking him whether i terkena demam denggi or not..he said that according to my blood test, i did not terkena demam denggi because the red spot doesnt timbul2 as pesakit denggi supposed to have.my red spot just scatterd but flat surface...as i terduduk tarik nafas lega, i was striked by his words and the conversation went like this

doc : " sebenarnya darah awak dah dijangkiti virus"....
....i was like....
me : what doc?? said that again?-->macam buat2 pekak plak i ni...dah dgr dgn jelas lagi mau
tanya...
doc : your blood was infected with virus because you have low count of white blood cell but your
body temperature is normal
me : betul ke ni doc
doc : yes definitely...
me : agak2 mana datang "benda2" ni tiba2?
doc : sumber tak dapat dikenal pasti, mungkin melalui air atau udara atau benda yang saya
consume

time ni air mata dah nak meleleh dah ni....aku ni pantang dgr benda2 pelik pasal sakit badan aku,mula la nak meleleh je keje....aku dgn muka sardinnye cakap...

me : so nak kena hospitalise ke?
doc : awak tak perlu masuk hospital bcos treatment dia sama je dgn demam denggi, just masuk
air je
me : phewww lega,kalau tak mati kutula aku kalau dok spital(cakap dalam hati je time ni)
doc : awak hanya perlu banyak minum air, kalau selepas 3 hari tak sembuh, buat blood test balik
dekat klinik berhampiran rumah awak...ni saya bg mc 3 hari...
me: wooohoo dapat mc...dapat balik umah lagi(dalam hati bersorakan)...kalau camtu terima kasih doc....

so dgn rasminya aku dapat cuti 3 hari pada hari tu...dan kat bawah ni just nak share dgn u guys some picture of mine taken during the first day duduk kat umah....so feast ur eyes, jgn terkejut plak...

nampak tak big patch kaler merah tu? this was on my upper chest....dan di sekitarnya the red tiny scattered all over my chest...next pic

ini adalah gambar big red patch dkt2 dgn leher

still at the same spot

bahagian leher dan bawah dagu
aku ngerila tgk bhgian ni...macam alien

hanya gambar di bhgn leher dan bawah dagu ni yang taken at nite after minum a bottle of ecpi.air tu membantu keluarkan lagi banyak sama la cam demam campak yang akan keluarkan habis2 before betul2 subside penyakit. gambar2 lain was taken selepas sampai dari s.alam,so tak banyak sangat red spot yg keluar...

and last but not least...

bahagian bawah lengan

so those were the pictures taken during the first day kena, so mama been pushing me to drink 2 bottles of air ecpi everyday....so dgn gagahnya aku pun minumla 2 bottle not 2 cawan nor 2 gelas but 2 bottles of air ecpi...hadoi time tu mmg kembungla perut...tapi nak sihat punya pasal aku pun berjaya habiskan 2 botol pada hari pertama....bawah ni adalah gambar botol air tu

ni lah yang buat aku kembung first day tu

alhamdulillah dgn izin Allah the following day which means the 2nd day tu my body dah subside dgn segala tompok2 tu...tak sempatla plak nak snap bila dah ilang sume2 tompok tu....aku rasa my blood sebenarnya kotor, thats y la infected by virus...but for ur info sebenarnya when our blood has been infected by virus(read virus not bacteria) sebenarnya boleh bawa maut...the same thing happen to miss universe yang darahnya dijangkiti virus...cuma dia infect dgn cara lain...dan dia mati...no one knows from where dia dapat...alih2 terus mati bila nak dah spread....later i will blog about the newspaper article...i cut it just to remind me untuk lebih berhati2....

so guys, do make sure korang sentiasa berada dalam keadaan bersih...tak kirala ada kat mana...rumah ke, mall ke(tpt ramai org lagila), public toilet, public transport...all those public areas perlu di awasi selalu...sentiasala bawak hand sanitizer in your bag....kita takkan tau satu hari nanti kita mungkin akan kena jika tak berwaspada...

so harap melalui experience saya ni dapat sedikit sebanyak bagi input untuk jaga kesihatan diri lebih2 lagi bila berada di tempat awam....penyakit yang disebarkan melalui udara adalah yang paling bahaya sbb kita inhale oksigen hari2 but never know whether it is really2 healthy air or not...

anyway have a happy break fast....

take care of yourself...

salam ramadhan

craving for....

2009-08-30T07:53:00.003+08:00

pucuk ubi masak tempoyak

terung masak taucu

dear ma,

i've been craving for this since last week...hope u can cook these dishes once more before i am going back to shah alam...

your craving daughter,

sarah

i turn 25 today

2009-08-29T11:13:00.000+08:00

Salam and morning readers,

today 29th aug 2009 marks my 25th birthday...25 years old..25 years living in this world..

i wish to have:

1) kesihatan yang baik(alhamdulillah so far sihat2 je bdn ni except for mild eczema)
2)murah rezeki(alhamdulillah telah dimakbulkan)
3) keluarga yang menyokong dalam apa jua yg saya buat
4) keluarga yang bahagia
5) kawan2 yang sentiasa buat saya rasa dihargai dan ceria2 selalu)
6) jodoh yang baik(ehem, belum habis belajar dah beria2 nak berjodoh2 plak)
7) makan malam bersama keluarga(ma, malam ni wajib makan kat village view)
8) ingin tunai umrah (insyaallah ada rezeki biarlah before 30 tercapai hasrat tu)
9) dgr ucapan happy birthday from.......(abg2 sila jgn buat2 lupa plak)
10) nak hadiah and hadiahhhh (got perfume from mama early this morning)

moga2 dapatla apa yang dihajati...

i juz love the smell of the perfume...for me its perfect.sgt light and tak menusuk hidung..i am kinda allergic to bau2 perfume yang maha kuat tak kirala mahal atau murah..i will sneeze like hell once i sniff the strong one.... recent one that i use nasib baik tak kuat,bagusla tak pening lalat sgt,maybe i shud try bau dkny yang kaler pink floral tu plak. taktau still have in the store or not coz it is a limited edition..just nice sama la dgn yang baru saya dapat ni...i love the packaging, it has vintage-printed design black in color...dunno where mama bought that but what ever it is when it comes from mama,i juz love it..ma's masakan, ma's haircut and etc

speaking of masakan, hopefully before balik this monday, dapatla merasa lagi terung masak taucu dari mama....sedap sgt..and pucuk ubi masak tempoyak again...cravingnye bagai nak rak time pose ni...kalah ibu mengandung la plak

i personally would like to thank my frens that wished me via facebook, ym and msg...saya sgt2 hargai...tak sangka korang still ingat lagi my birthday...huhu terharu,siap ada yang nyanyi2 via sms lagi....jasamu dikenang...

hope that today akan beri ketenangan dan memori indah sepanjang hidup saya

salam ramadhan and happy weekend

approaching...

2009-08-28T09:11:00.000+08:00

the clock is ticking....got 15 hours to go.....i juz cant wait coz it falls on ramdhan month..i am blessed...tapi biasala jobstreet,maxis dan celcom dan wish awal2...huhu....the reason i post the image is that i love the kemeriahan of ppl in the jobstreet's wish....sangat colourful dan membuatkan hati ni rasa happy sangat:)

anyway,going to blog later as i am in rush to settle the labwork...

happy 7th ramadhan to all muslims out there

^.^v

bersahur

2009-08-23T03:35:00.000+08:00

salam and gd morning...

its 3.36 am and i am still wide awake....am having dates and glasses of 'energy water' to hydrate and freshen me during the day....today marks thr 2nd day of ramadhan....hopefully lambat lagila bendera jepun datang, teringin nak berpuasa penuh tahun ni....insyaAllah...

till then,

salam ramadhan

the time has arrived

2009-08-22T14:13:00.000+08:00

salam readers,

semalam baru sampai from shah alam....gerak pukul 3.30 ptg, shoot to ukm hantar sampel dan pukul 6 ptg selesai segala urusan terus balik umah....sampaije rumah terus siap2 solat dan menggagau cari surat dari hai-o...alhamdulillah cheque has safely arrived...buat permulaan biz ni dapatla merasa 4figures income...insyaAllah jika Allah terus buka pintu rezeki akan terus dapat monthly income mcm tu....all i need to do a lil bit of hardwork, pray and tawakal to Allah supaya akan sentiasa murah rezeki..

pagi ni baru je settle buat kerja2 rumah, fed the cats, and have a lil chit chat with mummy before she off to work...mama baru je sampai dari outstation awal pagi tadi, dah pergi keje plak pagi ni...terasa macam kurang masa berkualiti bersama but i did manage to talk about few things pasal future with her this morning...sigh!!!! ma,cepatla la pulang so that kita boleh ada lebih masa untuk berborak lagi...

hari ni baru sehari kita berpuasa, masih lagi rasa segar...hopefully akan terus segar untuk hari2 seterusnya....tapi taktaula bila masuk keje on monday nanti, mesti rasa lemau and flat...keje research lagi la makin slow....akan tergendala la alamatnya kerja2ku nanti...huhu...i am just exaggerating btw..

ohh i need to harvest my plant at 3pm...makin addicted dgn farmville plak sejak ada internet ni...kalau tak, habis kering semua tanaman tu...

need to sign off, will blog later the "gift" from hai-o :D

till then,

salam

selamat menjalani ibadah puasa

2009-08-22T14:05:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum,

i would like to wish all frens happy fasting during this holy month of ramadhan...moga2 bulan ini anda semua dapat jalani ibadah puasa dgn penuh kenikmatan dan rahmat dari Allah..mohon maaf sekiranya ada apa2 kesilapan sebelum ni...harap2 dapat puasa penuh even though tau mmg takkan penuh pun:p

salam

leaving on a jetplane

2009-08-21T09:56:00.003+08:00

au are leaving on a jetplane and i dont know when u will be back again:( take care

busy as bee

2009-08-17T15:17:00.000+08:00

hey frens,

lately am quite busy...weekdays ada seminar...weekend datang lab kerja...and on friday night wajib pegi kelas bizz....last week was the best...i got inspired by super duper cdm...i just can't recall her name but the way she deliver her speech makes me speechless...oh god how i wish i can be like her.....i can see that i am going to face a very long journey in this bizz since i am just doing it as part time...but fret not i am still loving it...bak kata org biar lambat asal selamat...i dont want to get into rush of achieving something....i am just planning and let Allah do the rest....

pray for me success in this bizz, insyaAllah...

looks like i need to get back to work...will resume blogging later...

mama, cepat2la balik from china...i want to berbuka puasa with u and the rest on the first day of puasa:(

till then

assalamualaikum

^.^v

quarantine

2009-08-04T23:04:00.000+08:00

hey frens,

looks like i have abandoned this blog for quite some...loads of story to tell but didnt have much time to write...juz wanna let u know and sadly to say that i have been quarantined starting today(tuesday) for 3 days juz to ensure that the body temperature doesnt rise up...i am juz praying so that everything will be just fine especially to my housemate that has been diagnosed H1N1 and spread it to the whole "family".she shud have went to clinic earlier but due to her hard-headed she refused to do so and end up coughing,flu and having high fever for like 1 week...my god she shud think about others...never mind i am just hoping and praying that she will get better soon...

and sorry to labmates ya...ye aku telah mengambil langkah berjaga2 dan awal supaya tak merebak ke dalam lab pulak...to syu,sorry eh tk dapat den nak join amik sample sok and involve in the processing...rasa bersalah la plakk...erggghh!!!! tension gue..

anyway, i need to doze off since i have taken all the pills....menguap dah berjuta kali dah...ayoyo..buruk betul perangai.

talking about biz, i am not sure whether i can join this week's biz class..what eva it is health is more important...n i am waiting for the cheque to come:)

till then,

have a good nite sleep dear frens,

toodles

^.^v

biz class

2009-07-31T18:23:00.000+08:00

i have biz class 2nite...hope this time around i wont get lost since i'll be going to d'sara damai at nite....ohh btw, about dreaming and wanting to go to uk....looks like dream is just dream...talk bout it later coz i have just received sms from my supervisor...

till then

have a happy weekend dear friends...

^.^v

premium beautiful sales...

2009-07-26T22:56:00.000+08:00

hey girls,

i am selling p.b corset set for size S-L : RM 2300
XL : RM2500

I accept flexible payment, installment for 12 months

Fret not, prices are still negotiable..

do contact me :019-2714915 or email dextrous_panda84@yahoo.com

This week i will be in bangi. So to those who live nearby, do make appointment..

till then,

from healthy to wealthy:)

lazing around during weekend

2009-07-26T10:44:00.000+08:00

salam and morning readers,

its almost 11am...while i'm stuck here in the lab doing fat analysis. life has been so unpredictable, full of surprises and whats more full with obstacles. life has been treating me good so far.well no complaint on that just i am thankful to Allah that i am still alive,kicking and breathing

Weather looks so gloomy and dull, i feel like wanna crawling back to my bed and sleep under comfy blanket..yawning like zillion times..no one is round in the lab.me alone sitting here doing some calculation on the analysis and whatnot. by the way, i still have an hour to go before the analysis finish. planning to search for damansara damai again,like for the 3rd times i have been looking for the simple route to get there..hope that this time i can make it to that place..after that, i'll be going to get a new sandal..For you guys info, Ipanema Malaysia is one of the company that holds the brand for comfort sandal having discount on their item..Campaign on I Love Ipanema: RECYCLE & SAVE is still on til 16th August.. Bring in your old sandal and you are entitled to get discount up to 25% on the items.It is available at All Stadium, Studio R & Royal Sporting House Stores....For further info, do click this link---->IPANEMA

So far i have been wearing this brand for almost 5 years,nothing can beat this super comfy and looking great designs of sandals..The first sandal was given by someone and as for me,its hard for me to find suitable one since my feet can consider wider than normal feet, whereby when i start to wear strap sandal, it can hurt and leave blisters..ouchh it is really uncomfortable and sore..so guys, try out one pair today, you are not gonna regret on this one:)

oooppssss the analysis has finished, got to go and check..till then, have a nice weekend

Sneak peek on premium beautiful

2009-07-21T22:00:00.001+08:00

Here is the sneak peak for the premium beautiful corset... tomorrow will be updated on the benefit of wearing p.b..
So to ladies out there,take this chance to have one of the "hot stuff" from hai-o products...results of wearing and having one p.b is remarkable. It is beneficial hence giving u the body shape that u really dream of..stay tuned for more updates...

i'm back

2009-07-21T12:47:00.000+08:00

hello guys, i am back...do contact if you guys need info on both of the products..

On hiatus..

2009-07-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

Juz to inform that this blog will be on hiatus ....will resume blogging next monday...thanks

Premium beautiful is in hand!!!

2009-07-15T01:17:00.000+08:00

Hey ladies out there.as i have just arrived in bangi today, and dropped by at my house before off to training, to a surprise that the corset is already in!!!! well actually it has arrived since last week but i only manage to step into my house like today...i got a set for my personal use^.^v .....so beautiful ladies, what are u waiting for, grab a set today, wear them and u will become a lady/woman with beautiful figure........eyes are all on u babe....i'll guarantee this p.b is way better in shaping your body,and giving health benefits..do not hesitate to ask anything, i'll be in bangi this week to assist you all.....email or for faster reply juz an sms away will do

email : dextrous_panda84@yahoo.com
contact no :019-2714915

u'll never regret on this one...

p/s : photos will be post up soon...

Sorry for the delay

2009-07-13T22:11:00.000+08:00

well first of all juz wanna say sorry for the delay of posting up the picture of premium beautiful..not fret, as i will post it up as soon as possible once i get back to bangi and collect all the p.b set...mean while, stay tune for more updates ya...

Selling Bio Aura...

2009-07-13T20:53:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, i am selling bio aura as well as few units of premium beatiful corset at an introduction price.Should there be any inquiries, do not hesitate to contact me at:

019-2714915 (wani)

or

just email me : dextrous_panda84@yahoo.com

These products selling like hot cakes out there...Feel free to ask anything (ex:price, warranty, service,etc) via my contact number or email..grab them while stock lasts

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2009-07-13T20:22:00.001+08:00

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